See right, I don't get the whole 'not wanting to think' after getting home from work. My brain does that by itself. It can't fucking stop thinking. It's all like 'holy shit I must be catching something from this keyboard oh wait these are all my germs but what about the things that have spilled on it' and on and on. When I come home from work the shit being turned over is shit that's come up during the day, shit like rude customers, things I did wrong and my boss acting like a cunt. Shit. And I want something else to think about so I can fucking sleep. If the shit I put in there isn't sufficient to hold my attention then when I go to bed all that other shit comes back and I lie there muttering insults I should have said if I wasn't piss scared of losing my job.