Seriously, why bother being self destructive when this STUPID FUCKING VIDEOCARD FAN is doing a perfectly good job of sending me a completely fucking nuts? The worst thing is I can't do a fucking thing about it. I could unplug it, if I want to destroy the whole card and waste 300 dollars. Or I could just put up with and give up any hope of concentrating until whatever suddenly went wrong with it goes right again. I mean seriously, what the hell has it been with the past few weeks? Is the whole fucking goddamn world dumping on me over and over? All my shit's breaking, school's been fucking up and what I do to keep sane turns into torture. What the fuck? Fucken hell.