The will to create's been a bit barren lately. I've found other avenues to spew down. I've got four different games I've been playing and they've been stealing my time when I should be giving it to study. It's difficult to feel guilty, though. I hate feeling dumb. The material makes me feel like I'm learning to be a magician and reading a book that shows me the preperation steps, but when it comes to the trick it's going 'Viola!' and leaving it at that. I can't say 'show me how you did that' because there's no teacher. I'm going to have to take another maths unit next year.