It's dark now. And I'm awake. I forced myself to stay awake yesterday so I wouldn't be waking up in the dark. I thought that if I went to bed at around six in the evening that when I woke up it'd be light. But when I woke up it was dark. I looked at the clock, which was meaningless because the clock shows the wrong time by about 10 hours, and I thought, 'Shit. It's dark.'