Had rehersals tonight. Only two people even mentioned the massive binge that I had on Friday night. So much for worrying about looking people in the eye. I guess they're all easy going. Which is a change. It's been ages since I've found people I can just be myself with while I'm drinking hard. At Uni in Ballarat I always got the evil looks the next morning and the people refusing to talk to me, which one hand is understandable because they were all just kids and didn't get it, but on the other hand -- it was fucking University. I mean, what the hell? I get trashed and talk shit at Uni and they made me feel guilty for it?