I have to stay awake. I don't wanna. I wanna be in bed and asleep. But I have to stay awake. Mum's cooking steak for tea tonight and I have to stay awake to eat it because 'reheating steak's a waste'. Honestly, feeding me steak is a waste. I don't enjoy it. Eating's just another bodily function. I could survive on noodles. I lived for a year eating nothing but spaghetti with meat sauce. Yet here I am staying awake.