I'm thinking of ditching this blog and making another and not telling any of my friends where it is or what it's called. It feels kind of constraining knowing that people whose judgement I value will be looking at this. Stops me from posting the grotesque thoughts I have, the smutty little fantasies and all that. Maybe that's a good thing, though. Gives me control where there otherwise wouldn't be any. Stops this from turning into an offensive grossout. Though I'd get more hits that way.