Sitting in the dark feeling weird. Trying to not listen to music that'll depress me, which is difficult because I always try to be the poser when I buy music so all of it is dark shit that I don't really like. Actually, that's not true. I do like it. And its not all dark. I've been working on the novel again. Honestly changing it for the better. I know I can get this published. I need to get a polished hardcopy together and send it to an agent. But of course, I'm so lazy I even hand my dole form in a day late consistantly. It says 'or next working day' on the forms. Why not take advantage of it. This might be my last payment for a while because I'm a lazy fucker.